Hand full of crap...

my mind is tired. my heart is tired. i am tired...
Being sick sucks... Being sick while trying to please another sucks more... even though my Master is not dominating, i had to take a step back and remember that just because His dominance is not the way i like it doesn't mean He doesn't love or crave ttwd...

i just wished that i understood what was going on in His brain....i also wished that His version of dominance and mine were the same thing... Lol, you know what they say... wish in one hand and crap in another and see which fills quicker...