Our M/s dynamic

i really loved the knowledge that i received at APEX tonight with a 24/7 presentation. Watching another Master and slave interact with each other and talking with them about how they live the lifestyle was so nice and refreshing. It made me feel more normal and it helped me see some areas that i really need to improve on.
My biggest takeaway was changing my thought processes to include that everything i do, i do because Papa Bear is in control and that is what He would want me to do. This means that i am a slave at all times, regardless of where i am at and what i am doing. This is usually a concept i struggle with because there is a big chunk of the day where i am away from Papa Bear.

i basically learned the following:

• Kids don't care and won't really ask because they don't really want to know
• Kids won't necessarily follow down the kinky path
• There is nothing wrong with teaching the importance of service in your home
• We are definitely similar to other M/s couples
• Leading and Supporting Relationship is a key term when explaining what we do to the more vanilla crowd
• Others looking in will generally think i am just an amazing wife that is taking care of her husband, not some kinky little slave in a collar

Once we got home, i made our home ready for the night, did the dishes, got stuff ready for the next day, set out Papa Bear's waters and medications. We snuggled and commented on a new friend's post on Fetlife and talked about the event and how we both felt about TTWD. We are both really happy with our dynamic and the progress we are making. He then kept me up all night with throat raping and anal sex. He said that He just couldn't keep His hands off His dirty little whore slave...

Today, i am functioning on about 4.5 hours of sleep, but i feel amazing. i feel owned and cared for... i feel sexy and beautiful... i feel ready to take on anything the world throws at me because my Papa Bear is always going to take care of me. 😌