Motivation

I am struggling a lot right now with staying on task... cleaning that is begging me to get done, food that needs to be cooked, laundry that needs to be washed... the list goes on...

I just don't see a purpose in it anymore... nobody seems to really care so why should I... I think I have lost my purpose and my way... the things I held dear are no longer important to me... nothing is...

Previously, my goal in life was to live for the happiness of my Daddy. He is so happy right now that it feels that purpose has been fulfilled.

Written 7/6/16