What do I want?

What do I want... what do I want... getting asked this a lot lately in some of my extracurricular relationships and it is such a fucking hard thing for me to figure out... what do I want to do... what do I want done to me... most of the time, my answer is that it will depend on what’s going on at the time... I am very adventurous, but I don’t always know what I want right away... I’m so indecisive, because, let’s face it, when everything needs to be voted on by a council of queens, it starts to get annoying to honk about what I want cuz someone has always had something to say about it... until yesterday...

I don’t know how to explain it, but everything seems like it is very settled... everything in me feels at peace... I’m not feeling a war... im not even feeling a peep... everything is so quiet in my mind... not sure if that is a good or bad thing, but I’m just gonna roll with it...