My life would be a fun book to read

Ok, so today has been interesting... i was thinking today while washing dishes that i hate them... and i hate Him for not cleaning them when He is home all day... and when i start to feel that way, i think that i need to find the good in the situation i am in.

Before i did the dishes, i took a new medication for my migraines which made me very introspective and a little dizzy. It made me very grateful for the life i have.

So i thought i hate the dishes and then i thought... no... i am grateful for these dishes because that means we ate today... and i am grateful to have the money that enabled us to have dishes to eat off... and i am grateful for the water in my faucet... and my mind wandered toward the smallest things that i have taken for granted...

For some reason, this struck me as an epiphany that i have so much to live for and be happy about... i have a Master who challenges me and loves me and does what's best for our family...

i am truly blessed...