I am just not feeling very dominant lately. I asked the hubs to do a dom session with me and he pulled out his Primal Top... which is fine, but not what I needed... not what I am missing... my soul misses submission... I have been leaning into the dominance that Foxy left me with, but it just isn't me... I need a leader and someone that will take my reigns and drive me forward...
And I am tired of doing it for myself... yes... I know that as a strong female, I am the only one that can save myself, but I'm tired of that notion... I want a partner that can lean into dominating me... I miss the days when it was okay that a night in shining armor was gonna rescue me... school girl fantasies... tuxedo mask would some day save the day...
So I opened up and asked my sub to top me... my Princess mostly identifies as a Daddy Dom, but has been such a good toy for me for a while now. We negotiated no anal or vaginal penitration, but everything else was on the table.
We did some impact which made me cry... I was so glad he didn't hurt me too much... it's not my favorite... then he teased me and played with my pussy... fucked my face and played with my tits... took away my sight, mmmmmm... the scene was lovely... I asked for more tonight... I am interested in seeing where this goes...
