New crop!!

So Daddy got a new riding crop... It is orange and He said it is used on horses. He used it over my jeans first and it felt stingy, but doable, so He pulled my jeans down to uncover my sexy panties and started snacking me with it...

We were able to play with it for a while. i got out of my head and stopped trying to figure how much it hurt based on the sound, lol, and focused on the feeling in my skin... It felt like a sharp sting and then a warmth... He pushed to a level 9 on a scale of 1-10 twice... The warm up and play was phenomenal... i only wish there was more time in the day for play...

Thank You Daddy!!! i loved Your new crop and can't wait to play again... Hint hint...

Miss Foxy... Teehee! Pt 2. From her perspective

http://trueconfessionsofaliar.tumblr.com/post/136202364307/my-first-ever-punishment

Miss Foxy... Teehee! Pt 1. From my perspective

So, i have a pet... A pretty lil pet fox... We agreed on an owner/pet play dynamic to see how we like it. She calls me Miss Foxy and she is cute as a button.

On Saturday, she was headed to her grandmother's up the mountain and she was to text me when she arrived safe. She said it would take 30-45 minutes to get there, so I gave her an hour and a half... Then I texted her... she replied back that she had gotten there 45 minutes ago and she was sorry for not texting, which means that when I glanced at my phone for the last 45 minutes, waiting anxiously for her to respond, she was safe and I was on high alert for nothing... And she knew she was supposed to text cuz she was sorry for not doing it!!! Trouble...

I gave her a task to do, which was to fill out a BDSM list I found online. I was a little worried because what if I had to give 2 punishments while having no idea what her limits were... But she did it, on time... Good lil fox... Her reward is to get a Papa Bear massage the next time she comes over.

So, little neurotic me starts thinking about what would be a good punishment... The first punishment... I wanted it to be right... Not right... Perfect... I wanted it to be firm, yet caring... I wanted her to know that I truly care about her safety and should not have to worry if she is okay...  I wanted it to hurt... Dammit... If I am going to dominate, I want to have fun and give her what she needs... Even though she doesn't know what that is yet... I want to help her find it... Like Daddy did for me...

So when she was over on Monday, I decided on using the paddle... I decided this after we went through the list and paddling was on her "I will" list. I had a back up option if that had been a no, but that is now in my back pocket for another time... I followed my usual punishment plan, the steps Daddy laid out for me long ago...

Me: Take off your jeans... The first spanken will be over clothes, but you have jeans and leggings, so jeans off...
her: Yes Miss... (Takes off her jeans)
Me: *mumbling* Kneel on the bed and then place your face down on the comforter...(as I walk over to get the paddle)
her: What, Miss Foxy?
Daddy: Kneel right here on the bed...
(she kneels)... Now lay your face on the bed, ass in the air...
her: Yes Daddy...
Me: That's perfect... This is the paddle that I will spank you with... I know you haven't had a paddling before, so we will do this over clothes. If you are naughty again, then I will have to do this again on your bare ass... (oh goodness, i am so nervous... Am i doing this right?)
her: Yes, Miss... (What is she thinking? Is she scared? Does she think this is silly?)
Me: Now, why are you getting this punishment?
her: cuz i didn't text You... (Partly)
Me: No... Why?
her: cuz i made You worry... (Does she think i am crazy for worrying about her? What if she is like- who does this lady think she is?)
Me: That is right, pretty girl. I need to know that you are safe and sound. That is very important to me as your owner. I want to know you are okay. (Omg, i sound neurotic!) Do you understand?
her: Yes Miss
Me: (just breath... Exhale... And swing)
her: ... (She just let out a little breath... It doesn't look like it hurt... Oh goodness, I didn't do it right... Punishments are supposed to hurt, dammit)
Me: It stings, huh?
her: mmhmm...
Me: and it can feel light (gently pat her bottom with it) and you can build up to harder swings that feel good (pull the paddle away. And Daddy starts massaging her ass)
her: mmhmm (she still looks unphased! This isn't perfect... Maybe another one)
Me: but punishments are supposed to hurt (please hit the same spot, please hit the same exact spot!)

Whack!!

her:... (Turns to rest her left cheek on the comforter)
Me: That's it, babygirl. (It looked like it hit the same spot and still nothing... Not a peep...) Did you learn your lesson, do you think?
her: mmhmm (turns to face me again... Face a blank slate... No idea what is going on in that pretty lil head of hers)
Me: Do you understand that I am serious? (Said very seriously)
her: mmhmm
me: okay!! How was it? Did it feel like a punishment? Did it hurt? (Like a kid)
her: it stung a little...
me: (petting her hair and remembering that when i got my first punishment, i was way more worried about if i took my punishment well than worrying about how my Daddy punished me. i was upset for earning a punishment in the first place. It was for leaving the drawer open on the dresser)... You did so good!!
her: (smile) thanks!
Daddy: Hey lil foxes, the pizza is here!
me: oooh, pizza...

Poem #4 from Sire/ my response

The lines between body and soul, blurr when we touch.
Your voice calls me home from a place of chaos.
Your heart has a voice that I hear clearly.
You captured a piece of my heart, as I have captured a piece of yours.

    -Sire Rex-

:)

   -my Reply -

The lines between You and i, intertwine as we chat.
Your words call me home from a place of loss.
Your heart has a voice, loud and clear.
You awakened a piece of my heart, as i have awakened a piece of Yours.

Punishment #3 Part 2- Breaking the Rules... Or... i am a dirty cum whore...

Eyes closed, pussy throbbing, holding onto the bed frame... Silly me, volunteering to go first... But if she had gone first, i would be more scared...

His voice: Do you know why I am doing this? Why I am giving you this punishment?

Me: cuz i am a dirty cum whore, Sire... And i allowed you to cum in my mouth twice and i wasn't supposed to... And i'm sorry... *thinking maybe that extra sorry will save me*

His voice: and...

Me: cuz you love me...

His voice: That's right, babygirl... Because I love you, I must give you this punishment...

WHAP WHAP!!

Me: ahhhh!!

Eyes still closed, shoving my face into my soft comforter... Daddy touches my hand...

Daddy's voice: you okay, baby?

Me: yes Daddy...

His voice: Be a good girl, I don't like having to do this to you, but I will... Always in love...

Me: Yes Sire...

Clean slate...

Family Night - A Night of Firsts...

So, last night was a ton of fun... So much so, that i am writing 2 blogs about it... One is for the amazing debauchery that took place and one for the final punishment that was doled out... This one is about debauchery...

We arrived around 2pm at Sire's house and Sweetheart greeted us at the door. We kissed and talked, exchanged lovely Christmas presents, and settled in with each other, chatting, kissing, and cuddling. Then, Daddy was ready to play, so i set out the electric for Him to use on Sweetheart. Sire and i had been waiting to play for 2 weeks and waiting to fuck for 3, so we decided to get to business right away. We fucked as he whispered sweet things into my mouth as our eyes locked on to one another's... How i wanted to say things back...

After he fucked me, we cuddled together and both got shocked when Sweetheart's knee hit my thigh, lol. Sire's ass was against the bed so it was a pretty good shock, lol. Then, we decided it could be fun to have lil ol me fuck Sweetheart with a strap on! So i put it on and went to town... This was the first time that i was the one fucking with the strap on... Usually, i am the one being fucked, lol... So interesting... And the rhythm my body pummeled her pussy with brought her to climax, yay!!

Then Daddy wanted a turn with me as well, so He fucked me until it was time to get ready for dinner. Right before we left for dinner was the punishment (next blog entry)...

At dinner, Twinsie met up with us with her friend and we enjoyed fun family conversation about what implements were used and whose ass was more beaten... Such fun topics!! Sire and i held hands and so did Daddy and Sweetheart... We were all just basking in the glow of love our family creates.

Of course Twinsie and her guest followed Sire back to his place and we started with Cards Against Humanity... Eventually, i got bored with the game and started giving Sire a hand job under the table... i kept molesting him until he called a 5 minute break. The smokers went out for their cigs and i asked Daddy for permission to go have sex with Sire in the other room, since up until that point, we haven't had sex without Daddy present. Daddy said yes!

So, there we were... The only 2 people in the room, looking into each other's faces and fucking. Sire asked what i got in trouble for last time and i said it was for swallowing his cum and being a dirty cum whore. He said that saliva wasn't against the rules and had me open my dirty mouth wide. Then, he spit/slobbered into my mouth and i drank and swallowed it... It actually helped appease my need to swallow cum! (Totally surprised me)

As he continued to pound my pussy, the rest of our family came in and i was suddenly making out with my Twinsie. Super fucking hot! Then, she is eating me and i am pushing past it with Daddy and Sire's help... Then she is fingering me... She stops, goes and gets lube, and then her whole hand is in and pushing around... The sensation was interesting... One part light pain with two parts pleasure... i came and my pussy locked down... It took a bit for me to become relaxed enough for her to have her hand back... First time i was ever fisted, lol!!

Everything else after that became kind of a blur of fucking and touching and orgy... First time i have ever been in an orgy, lol... i know that i scratched the crap out of Sweetheart, Daddy punched Sweetheart's ass, i licked and fingered my Twinsie, i had a crap ton of orgasms, lol...

Sweetheart also asked that i sit on her face, so i did and i focused and squirted all over her face... My wetness dripping down her cheeks... Later in the night, she asked again, which made me smile... We repeated what we had done before and i helped clean her face off after i came all over her this time... The life of a spoiled princess... That is exactly how i felt. The center of all this fun... A girl could get used to it!!

My poly family...

Had a super rough past couple of days, but with a lot of love and support, i was able to conquer the sorrow like the gladiator i am...

i just have to say that i absolutely love living poly... It is totally for me... Having a poly family makes me feel loved and safe and appreciated and fulfilled. This last Saturday, before the play party, we all went out to dinner... me and my poly family... We went to Red Robin and had an amazing time.

Sweetheart couldn't decide between 2 burgers that i also couldn't decide between, so we each ordered one and split/shared it... Cuz what are sister's for. My Twinsie (formerly Sire's wife) kept Daddy company when He wanted to step out for a smoke, as she smokes too... Which is awesome, because i am not too fond of standing out in the cold while He smokes, but i also don't like Him going out alone... Sire held my hand across the dinner table when everyone else stepped away... The only thing missing was my lil fox, but she had other plans...

After dinner, we met up at the party to get everything set up. Daddy helped Sweetheart and Sire unload the car and set up the cross... Twinsie and i set up the buffet area like a well oiled machine... We all sat on each other, played with each other, and had an overall amazing night together!

My favorite parts (cuz if i wrote this in detail, it would take hours to read) were:

• Kissing Sweetheart - applied the smeared lipstick i had on the rest of the night
• Making out with Twinsie - me sitting on the couch, dressed in underwear and candy red heels that were wrapped around her waist and her in a Sexy Santa outfit and lovely lingerie... i especially love how she crawled over to me... So hot!
• Sitting on Daddy's and Sire's lap at the same time - made me feel like such a little girl and allowed me to enjoy both of the men i care deeply about
• Watching Daddy and Sweetheart as she got her foot sucked on and He held her... Her face while cumming will forever be in my memory as one of the most beautiful sights i have ever beheld
• Resting my head against Sire while in mid conversation and hearing Him lose His place in the conversation a couple of times
• Getting permission from Daddy to make out with Sire 
• Watching Sire thank Daddy out loud for allowing Him the pleasure of my company
• Being ogled, as always
• My big event for the evening - helping my Twinsie cum on command for Sire. Oh my goodness, she was so hot!