Sunday, February 28, 2016
Writing again...
So much has been going on lately and i have focused a little more on living my fun life than writing about it, but at the end of the day, i really want to make sure i am recording my life in here... When i am further down my path, i want these words to transport me back to the days of now, when my life resembled a porno, lol ;)
Monday, February 15, 2016
Poem #6 from Sire/ my response
Poem from Sire
Lover lover lover...hear my voice and forget not my face.
Lover lover lover...for soon we shall return to our sacred space.
Lover lover lover, you are my precious Fox,
Lover lover lover, take me to our private box.
Reply from foxy
Lover Lover Lover... Your voice was heard from the start.
Lover Lover Lover... Your face is etched in my heart.
Lover Lover Lover... in our box, my love You'll find.
Lover Lover Lover... My heart and arms are Yours to bind.
Lover lover lover...hear my voice and forget not my face.
Lover lover lover...for soon we shall return to our sacred space.
Lover lover lover, you are my precious Fox,
Lover lover lover, take me to our private box.
Reply from foxy
Lover Lover Lover... Your voice was heard from the start.
Lover Lover Lover... Your face is etched in my heart.
Lover Lover Lover... in our box, my love You'll find.
Lover Lover Lover... My heart and arms are Yours to bind.
Renaissance Sweetheart
Sweetheart and i went on our first solo date to the Renaissance Festival on Valentine's Day! i have not had good experiences there in the past because i was 8 months pregnant last time, but this time was so much fun! We were like kids in a medieval candy store. We watched belly dancers and jousting and fire whips...
We held hands and shared kisses and talked, getting to know each other better. i loved following her around, holding her parasol, like a little hand maiden. Watching her smile every time i adjusted to take the sun out of her face.
After the festival, she drove my dad home because she knows how much i dislike driving... That made me feel so special... She didn't need to come with me to take my dad home, but she decided to spend more time with me and the boys, and did something for me that i hate to do... It's the little things... Goodness, she is an amazing and beautiful sweetheart.
We held hands and shared kisses and talked, getting to know each other better. i loved following her around, holding her parasol, like a little hand maiden. Watching her smile every time i adjusted to take the sun out of her face.
After the festival, she drove my dad home because she knows how much i dislike driving... That made me feel so special... She didn't need to come with me to take my dad home, but she decided to spend more time with me and the boys, and did something for me that i hate to do... It's the little things... Goodness, she is an amazing and beautiful sweetheart.
Dinner and play
The night before Valentine's day, we hung out with Sire and Sweetheart. We had a lovely steak dinner, prepared by Sire, that was absolutely delicious. It was just wonderful to sit down for dinner at the table and have a home cooked meal. The love that goes into preparing such a meal was palpable.
After dinner, Sweetheart and i got into a hitting war that turned into a towel snapping war. My hand towel was way fluffier than hers, which left me at a disadvantage, but i loved it. It was fun to run around and play, running out our energy. At the end, i pushed her against a wall and made out with her for a minute. Then, it was time for rope!
Sire laid out the blanket in the living room as i made out with Daddy on the couch... Did i mention i was naked? Lol... Then, Sweetheart was snapping my ass with the towel! i reminded her that when she was putting on Sire's shoes, i hadn't gotten her. She got me anyways, lol, which i found amusing. i love seeing her brat out with me without worrying about hurting my feelings or something like that. Then, Sire brought out his whip and i got to feel the after-sting of the whip for the first time. Ouch! But not horrible, lol...
Then, the rope was ready. Oh my goodness, do i love rope. His rope is so creative and he added in a bamboo stick that added to my headspace. Being tied to something is a little different than being tied to myself. It was also the first time my hair was involved in the rope and that was awesome. i kept waiting to feel my hair slip out of the tie, but it didn't. It was tied in really well. Next time, i will relax more into it and feel the experience more fully. i really enjoyed this tie.
Then, Sire removed the pole and tied me into a sort of chastity leg brace. i joked that it was because i kept teasing him with my pussy, lol... i giggled about how i just had to kick and get my legs over my head to expose my undercarriage. He flipped me over onto my front and tied up the back of my legs as well... After i was tied, i bent my knees and pushed my body against his rope work, getting onto my hands and knees. Sire grabbed me and kissed my hip.
Then, i was untied and we cuddled and chatted. Sharing those little kisses and moments where we slip into our little box for a few moments. The rest of the night was full of fun and debauchery. i became a sex machine as i fucked Sweetheart with a strap-on and held Daddy's dick in one hand and Sire's in the other. At one point, Daddy held my arms behind me and fingered me as i fucked her and watched her suck on Sire's cock. Then Daddy and Sire switched spots and i was able to watch her suck Daddy's cock as i fucked her too. i enjoyed watching Sweetheart's grin as Daddy fucked me hard while pushing my head down on Sire's cock. Goodness, we all have so much fun when we get together!!
After dinner, Sweetheart and i got into a hitting war that turned into a towel snapping war. My hand towel was way fluffier than hers, which left me at a disadvantage, but i loved it. It was fun to run around and play, running out our energy. At the end, i pushed her against a wall and made out with her for a minute. Then, it was time for rope!
Sire laid out the blanket in the living room as i made out with Daddy on the couch... Did i mention i was naked? Lol... Then, Sweetheart was snapping my ass with the towel! i reminded her that when she was putting on Sire's shoes, i hadn't gotten her. She got me anyways, lol, which i found amusing. i love seeing her brat out with me without worrying about hurting my feelings or something like that. Then, Sire brought out his whip and i got to feel the after-sting of the whip for the first time. Ouch! But not horrible, lol...
Then, the rope was ready. Oh my goodness, do i love rope. His rope is so creative and he added in a bamboo stick that added to my headspace. Being tied to something is a little different than being tied to myself. It was also the first time my hair was involved in the rope and that was awesome. i kept waiting to feel my hair slip out of the tie, but it didn't. It was tied in really well. Next time, i will relax more into it and feel the experience more fully. i really enjoyed this tie.
Then, Sire removed the pole and tied me into a sort of chastity leg brace. i joked that it was because i kept teasing him with my pussy, lol... i giggled about how i just had to kick and get my legs over my head to expose my undercarriage. He flipped me over onto my front and tied up the back of my legs as well... After i was tied, i bent my knees and pushed my body against his rope work, getting onto my hands and knees. Sire grabbed me and kissed my hip.
Then, i was untied and we cuddled and chatted. Sharing those little kisses and moments where we slip into our little box for a few moments. The rest of the night was full of fun and debauchery. i became a sex machine as i fucked Sweetheart with a strap-on and held Daddy's dick in one hand and Sire's in the other. At one point, Daddy held my arms behind me and fingered me as i fucked her and watched her suck on Sire's cock. Then Daddy and Sire switched spots and i was able to watch her suck Daddy's cock as i fucked her too. i enjoyed watching Sweetheart's grin as Daddy fucked me hard while pushing my head down on Sire's cock. Goodness, we all have so much fun when we get together!!
11 years
Holy beans!!! We have been married for 11 years. 11 years! And i still love Him and adore Him and couldn't live my life without Him. i sent Him dirty pictures all day... Pictures of my breasts, of my pussy, of me playing with myself, of my mouth opened wide to accept His cock... All day...
When i got home, He took me to the room and ate my pussy again. Then, He started choking me... i asked Him to choke me out as it was happening and so we stopped and talked about it for a moment. We like to discuss new experiences before we attempt them, so we reviewed the dangers that come with breath play.
Daddy laid me down on the bed and placed a hand on my throat and tightened His grip until my face was a little tingly, then He released. We practiced slow and steady breathing. Then, He placed His hand on my throat and instructed that i grab His arm and hold my elbow up a little. As soon as i was appropriately positioned, He cut off my air supply. This time, my lips and face were very tingly and then i felt my whole body tingle and when my elbow dropped, He let go.
He repeatedly told me that He loved me and was here for me. My face had apparently portrayed this very scared and frantic look, even though i wasn't feeling panicked internally. We tried one more time and as His hand clamped off my air supply, i focused hard on not making a scared face and on not struggling. My lips started to tingle, then my face, then my hands, and then the world faded and the lights dimmed. My elbow must have dropped, because before i knew it, He was holding me as i take shallow and deep breathes again. In and out.... Slow...
Daddy told me that He was glad that we tried it and He is happy to try anything i want together, at least once. He wants to be the one to give me new experiences whenever possible. i asked Him if there is a new experience He would like to try with me and His answer was something to the effect of not needing to because i have already given Him all the experiences He could ever want or ask for and doesn't need me to change for Him.
i stared crying because He has been trying so many new things with me and He is also trying prior things we have tried that didn't work out well the first time. i explained that i didn't want to change Him and i love Him just as He is. He said He wasn't changing just because i want Him to... Life is different for both of us now... He sees the value in trying new things and adjusting depending on the outcome.
After 11 years of marriage and 13 years together, with 6 of those being in the BDSM lifestyle, and this man still surprised me with how much He loves me. i hope i pleasantly surprised Him with my love too.
Fyi- i know i didn't write about it specifically, but we also fucked like animals, lol... It is just what we do ;)
When i got home, He took me to the room and ate my pussy again. Then, He started choking me... i asked Him to choke me out as it was happening and so we stopped and talked about it for a moment. We like to discuss new experiences before we attempt them, so we reviewed the dangers that come with breath play.
Daddy laid me down on the bed and placed a hand on my throat and tightened His grip until my face was a little tingly, then He released. We practiced slow and steady breathing. Then, He placed His hand on my throat and instructed that i grab His arm and hold my elbow up a little. As soon as i was appropriately positioned, He cut off my air supply. This time, my lips and face were very tingly and then i felt my whole body tingle and when my elbow dropped, He let go.
He repeatedly told me that He loved me and was here for me. My face had apparently portrayed this very scared and frantic look, even though i wasn't feeling panicked internally. We tried one more time and as His hand clamped off my air supply, i focused hard on not making a scared face and on not struggling. My lips started to tingle, then my face, then my hands, and then the world faded and the lights dimmed. My elbow must have dropped, because before i knew it, He was holding me as i take shallow and deep breathes again. In and out.... Slow...
Daddy told me that He was glad that we tried it and He is happy to try anything i want together, at least once. He wants to be the one to give me new experiences whenever possible. i asked Him if there is a new experience He would like to try with me and His answer was something to the effect of not needing to because i have already given Him all the experiences He could ever want or ask for and doesn't need me to change for Him.
i stared crying because He has been trying so many new things with me and He is also trying prior things we have tried that didn't work out well the first time. i explained that i didn't want to change Him and i love Him just as He is. He said He wasn't changing just because i want Him to... Life is different for both of us now... He sees the value in trying new things and adjusting depending on the outcome.
After 11 years of marriage and 13 years together, with 6 of those being in the BDSM lifestyle, and this man still surprised me with how much He loves me. i hope i pleasantly surprised Him with my love too.
Fyi- i know i didn't write about it specifically, but we also fucked like animals, lol... It is just what we do ;)
Saturday, February 13, 2016
Assumptions of sexual repression
Sweetheart came with my boys and i to a cub scout dinner at a church cultural hall. It was nice to enjoy spending time together, watching as my son collected another belt loop for all his work this last month.
While there, i thought about this religious community and how sexually repressed they are... Then i thought about what an interesting thing it was that i would automatically assume that they are repressed... i mean, let's face it, i belong to this community and i am pretty sexual... It is possible that some of them are too...
While there, i thought about this religious community and how sexually repressed they are... Then i thought about what an interesting thing it was that i would automatically assume that they are repressed... i mean, let's face it, i belong to this community and i am pretty sexual... It is possible that some of them are too...
Exploring with Daddy
This last week, Daddy and i spent some time exploring each other and playing around with oral and aggressive sex.
On Sunday, Daddy ate my pussy and i was able to openly enjoy it! It made me so happy for Him to try that with me again. It was something that we had tried in the past that just didn't work for either one of us. i was always too stiff before Sire helped me work through the issues in my head that come up during oral due to sexual abuse as a child, long ago... Daddy also wasn't that interested in eating pussy as it just wasn't something He enjoyed, especially when i cringed any time He tried.
On Monday, Daddy did it again after tying me up so i was open to Him. He took pictures of His rope work and my dripping wet pussy for His phone and personal spank bank, lol.
On Tuesday, we tried a 69 style position together. i think that i don't like that as much because i can't focus on giving good head when my pussy is vibrating from His touch. i also can't focus on cumming from oral with a cock in my mouth, but we got it done.
Then, Daddy pinned me down and started fucking me really hard. He told me to try and get away from Him. We don't do a lot of rape type play because He doesn't want to hurt me by mistake. This time, He told me to remember to use my safeword if needed. As i struggled to escape, He would readjust. When i bit Him, He pushed my face sideways into the bed so i couldn't do that again. i was able to kick His cock out of my pussy once, at which time He tried to push back into my ass, so i adjusted and took it back in vaginally. i couldn't escape as He fucked harder and harder until i was crying, which is what i have always wanted to try.
Thank You for exploring with me Daddy!!
On Sunday, Daddy ate my pussy and i was able to openly enjoy it! It made me so happy for Him to try that with me again. It was something that we had tried in the past that just didn't work for either one of us. i was always too stiff before Sire helped me work through the issues in my head that come up during oral due to sexual abuse as a child, long ago... Daddy also wasn't that interested in eating pussy as it just wasn't something He enjoyed, especially when i cringed any time He tried.
On Monday, Daddy did it again after tying me up so i was open to Him. He took pictures of His rope work and my dripping wet pussy for His phone and personal spank bank, lol.
On Tuesday, we tried a 69 style position together. i think that i don't like that as much because i can't focus on giving good head when my pussy is vibrating from His touch. i also can't focus on cumming from oral with a cock in my mouth, but we got it done.
Then, Daddy pinned me down and started fucking me really hard. He told me to try and get away from Him. We don't do a lot of rape type play because He doesn't want to hurt me by mistake. This time, He told me to remember to use my safeword if needed. As i struggled to escape, He would readjust. When i bit Him, He pushed my face sideways into the bed so i couldn't do that again. i was able to kick His cock out of my pussy once, at which time He tried to push back into my ass, so i adjusted and took it back in vaginally. i couldn't escape as He fucked harder and harder until i was crying, which is what i have always wanted to try.
Thank You for exploring with me Daddy!!
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