Cinderella Complex? Lol

So, I have wanted to be my Daddy's house slave for as long as I can remember... As a little girl, I often fantasized that I was Cinderella... Cooking and cleaning and taking care of every thing for every one until one day, the charming Prince swoops in to rescue me from all of it...

In the Cinderella story though, how does she behave once she is in the castle? Does she then constantly try to take care of her husband and King because of years of ingrained training?! How long does it take for her to stop all those habits? Does she really want to or does she ever even try to push the habits away?

I find so much joy in the doing and the helping that I would have to imagine it filled her heart with happiness too!! I am in my castle with my King and His Princess and my adorable little princes...

I finally have the opportunity to create the life I have always wanted!! I can finally create everything I have ever needed!! I am going to try to write as I create, cuz this story is just going to be awesome to add to my memoirs... Lol, can you imagine?! The Real Life of Foxy Canidae: A fox in a cage... That will happen too... Don't believe me, just watch... ;)

Looking forward

As I look forward, I focus on the things I want to have in my future... The things I have placed into my vortex... I am really focusing on attracting the right things into my life... The right experiences... The right people... The right places... The right opportunities...

I'll write about them as they happen... Cuz they will... Cuz that's how the law works...

House slave

A lot has changed for me in the 6 months I took off from writing... Sweetheart is very much a fixture in my life now. We have learned to get along and primarily focus on what we can do to make Daddy happy. I have also learned how to be happy in this arrangement, which is great!!

I quit my job and am following a passion of mine too, so I have been working at home and trying to learn what it is like to be a stay at home wife and slave. It is a whole new thing!!! I am learning more about cleaning and have been cooking up a storm. I am noticing that I struggle with time management and motivation to get things done around the house... But only because I get stuck on what to get started with and I don't really have a lot of direction outside of self direction...

Daddy is working a lot now too, so I get more time with the kiddos, which makes me so happy! I get to send naughty pics to Daddy and Sweetheart while they work, which is a lot of fun!

Next step is to figure out where to start, what to do, and how to get on top of the housework more... I have always wanted to be a stay at home slave that serves a Master and Mistress... This is definitely a step in the right direction.

Ready to Rock and Roll

I have found my happiness again and am ready to start writing again and sharing again from an authentic space...

Sometimes, something hits you from an unexpected source and it completely decimates everything you thought you knew about life...

It is then up to you on if you want to stay devastated or if you want to rise up and grow through the experience...

I have always been the kind of fox that is like a Phoenix... Bright, red, cheery, powerful, and loving... My tears can heal wounds and my heart will love you regardless of where you are at... But just because I love you, doesn't mean I need you or want you in my level of existence... Just because I love you doesn't mean you belong in my world...

I am really happy and content with the things and people currently in my world, but for my long time readers, you know how much I love making new friends. I am ready again to accept exactly who I am and let all my flags fly...

Thank you to those who kept in touch and made sure I was okay! I love you all!!

Done

I am done writing in this blog...

To all my avid readers, maybe I will come back... but I highly doubt it. I have determined that my life is now my own business. I am no longer on display.

Have a fun filled life and make sure you focus on yourself... you are all you have... really... love you all.

Drama

I am past frustrated with a very good friend of mine that I feel is basically being an ass hat. My sorority (The Truth Hammers) and I would love to help you if you could get your head out of your own ass!

Why don't you explain yourself to me instead of letting me just not understand... why don't you let me be your friend... why do you have to be so stuck on how horrible you think everything is... why do you keep doing this to yourself?! it's enough...

I will not allow this energy sucking to continue. I love you and if you ever get your head out of your ass, unfuck yourself, and remember that the world doesn't revolve around you, only yours does, just like mine revolves around me, then I will be there...

Until then, just forget that I exist... I have too much sadness and pain in my life to be dragged around by you...

Please notice that I did not attach this to anyone specifically and it is Uber vague because I didn't want to ask permission to post this, so if the shoe fits, please wear it. Regardless of what time in my life you are reading this...

let this be a wake up call to yourself as well, foxy... if you read this and it sounds like you, please please make a change...

Twitterpated

To be a fly on the wall watching a couple in love... newly in love... twitterpated... I am overjoyed to see these interactions... now that I have released myself from the past by giving Daddy my control, I am no longer annoyed or angered or hurt by their actions with each other. I see these interactions for what they are: two amazing people connecting and learning and engaging and discovering, instead of them trying to hurt me.

So, on Wednesday night, Sweetheart sat in her chair before Daddy came outside. When he got outside, he noticed that his water was missing. He said where are my waters and she hopped up to get them.

Side note: I am liking that my chores are more oriented around caring for our home/family and hers are more focused on taking care of him (we all have a chore chart now!!!)... I have already been doing that for a while and love having the break... (love you Daddy!)

He sits in her seat, with the biggest grin on his face and says watch this... she turns around and sees him in the chair and her face looks so angry. He starts asking her what's wrong in a very teasing voice and she says, my chair! And sits in the other chair when he doesn't get up... and pouts... grumbly looking...

Then Daddy says something about her not forgetting about his waters if she wants to pick her seat. She glares. He asks if she wants her seat now. She says she doesn't... he asks her to stand up and come to him... I grin... she does... he grabs her and throws her over his lap and gives her 2 sound spankings right on the carport.

And her face... pink... flushed... grinning...

And his face... pink... flushed... grinning...

And my face... smiling... watchful... hopeful...

Oh, new love... how beautiful you are...