Her

 Last night, I slept over at her house. Since we started seeing each other, she has come over to my house cuz of my issue with driving... yes, she lives further than 20 minutes away from me, but yesterday, she was able to drive me to her place so we could have some one on one time. 

We made drinks, ate pizza, and tried to watch Ted Lasso, but ended up talking instead. We retired to the room pretty early after she asked me a couple times if I was ready for bed, lol. We started snuggling and kissing and groping each other when she said that she was ready to meet her... and I was like meet who? She was like her and pointed to my pussy which made me laugh. I've never had my pussy defined as a separate individual, which I of course said out loud.

She was like, just go with it, lol, and peered between my legs. She noticed how different our vaginas are from each other. Her bits are tucked in and my bits are all out. She started touching and asking about it, then went in for a taste. I could feel her tongue gently exploring, caressing, tasting, sending tingles through my body.  After licking around the folds, she placed a pillow under my ass for a better angle. She told me about how she really liked the taste and asked if all pussies taste the same. I stated that they don't. Her sparkling eyes disappeared as she went in for a second dive. The tingling was making it to my nipples, my throat, my head when she stopped again and asked if I had slipped off the pillow. She looked and saw that my body had crushed it as I commented on how I didn't think so...

She placed a second pillow under my ass, a thicker one, and explored some more. Soft gentle fingers and lovely licks, getting those tingles going again. Fizzy bubbles, popping just under the surface throughout my body as she met "her". Moans escaped my lips and my breathing thickened. She came back to my face and we made out, tasting myself on her tongue. She told me she wanted to take a break, but would like to explore more later. 

I told her the story of how my 2nd boyfriend fingered me and then shoved his fingers in my mouth to make me taste myself. Then I fell asleep with her kisses on my lips...

Girlfriend

I have a girlfriend! That's right! Cherry Bear has deemed me to be hers and I have accepted! 4/11/26... and I am on Cloud 9. We are so compatible on many levels! Sexually,  energetically,  and intellectually... so well matched. 

This is her first relationship with a woman and experience with polyamory. We talked about boundaries and decided that sexual or romantic things, like sex, head, kissing and similar acts would be off the table for other women. Rubs on the rest of our bodies or us giving rubs to other women is still okay, and things with men are cool as long as the proper testing is in place, which allows me to keep all my current friendships right where they are. Of course, I notified my friends right away, so everyone is aware of where some boundaries won't have shifting possibilities. 

Oh, to feel owned again is a little different now that I am closer to all of me. Papa Bear owns me, but doesn't really have a possessive bone in his body, which is definitely different than my Cherry Bear. That possessive vibe is something I genuinely enjoy even though I also enjoy a lot of freedom. There is just something about that feeling that gets me wet...

Cherry Bear

 Oof... it has been awhile since I have shared my life... my thoughts... my notions... in written form. Inspiration just hasn't hit and life has been meandering along. Papa Bear and his Phoenix, still going strong. Princess has become my best friend, providing his cock when I need to drink some cum as well as listening to all my rantings. He is always available for more, but I just haven't been feeling very deviant lately. I'm in my Master's, started a new career,  and have been getting back into video gaming so I thought I didn't have time for anything or anyone else... but the universe had different plans...

You see, I met this beautiful, sexy, intelligent, and fiery human I'm going to call Cherry Bear, maybe Cherry for short... we'll see... cuz she is definitely a bear of sorts... fucking climbs me like a tree during our makeout sessions.

In the last few weeks, things have steadily moved along and we are getting revved up for our first night of hot lesbian sex, something she has never enjoyed before... she spent the night this last weekend and we held each other and made out and talked about playing together. She mentioned she was scared to touch my pussy since she had never touched one before. I told her she couldn't due to a medication I was taking and would have to wait. As we were making out, I slid my fingers into her pussy and played with her clit gently, listening to her moans and feeling her body press towards my hand. 

She timidly reached a hand out and touched my pink cotton shorts, slipping her hand between my legs. I quickly clapped my thighs together and apart, saying "Nom, nom, nom," like my pussy was going to eat her hand, making her scream and pull her hand back before her eyes went wide and she smacked my butt and my shoulder. Both of us laughed so hard and I asked if that was scary... she was like, "oh you!" and "you wait and see if I touch your pussy again!"

After a little while, when the laughing finally subsided, we resumed making out and I didn't have to wait very long for her to be petting my pussy through my shorts again.