My life would be a fun book to read

Ok, so today has been interesting... i was thinking today while washing dishes that i hate them... and i hate Him for not cleaning them when He is home all day... and when i start to feel that way, i think that i need to find the good in the situation i am in.

Before i did the dishes, i took a new medication for my migraines which made me very introspective and a little dizzy. It made me very grateful for the life i have.

So i thought i hate the dishes and then i thought... no... i am grateful for these dishes because that means we ate today... and i am grateful to have the money that enabled us to have dishes to eat off... and i am grateful for the water in my faucet... and my mind wandered toward the smallest things that i have taken for granted...

For some reason, this struck me as an epiphany that i have so much to live for and be happy about... i have a Master who challenges me and loves me and does what's best for our family...

i am truly blessed...

Whoops, attention span

So, i had to take another go at some healthy fitness goals, which is something my Master is horrible about... He is not good at holding me accountable and likes to eat, so the temptation is really hard to deal with... if i say i'm hungry, then it is time to eat something in front of me, almost as a punishment... sucks...

i am grateful for my Master's love because sometimes it is rough and sometimes it is gentle, but it is always what i need...

Gratitude #15

So, we had an especially rough night last night with one of the kids. Everything is fine, but i stayed home from work today because my sleep deprived state would have been horrible on the road and at work. i planned on going and woke my Master up properly this morning only to have Him demand that i stay home. i tried to snuggle back into bed when He decided to use me instead.
After that, i got the kids ready for school and sent then on their way and made Master breakfast, then myself. We screwed again after that, because if i an at home, especially with no kids, we get to do full ttwd stuff (yay!)
After that time, we snuggled and slept for a bit... then it was time for lunch, so i made Him lunch. When i tried to make my own, He stopped me and had me put in my fox tail, put on my cuffs and collar, and wear heels... then i finished making my lunch, which was a bit more difficult. My cuff and collar set had chains that connect them, which made it extra interesting putting together a salad.
After my salad was made, He had me pose for random pictures in several different positions and poses (which will not be posted on here, lol), then allowed me to take it out so he could screw me again... such a busy day for a restful day at home...

i am so thankful that Master takes my health into account on a daily basis because it makes me feel well cared for and also provides me with the rest i wouldn't have taken myself.

Gratitude #14

So last night was interesting and i found out more about the types of porn my Master likes. i generally steer clear of porn, but Master likes to watch it.
He does get some alone time during the day while the kids are in school and the baby is down for a nap, so what He does in His spare time is none of my business.

i am so grateful that Master shares His ideas and thoughts with me because it gives me an insight into what turns Him on.

Gratitude #13

Today was a good food day... had cheesecake and homemade fried rice and a delicious salad. A little higher in calories than i wanted, but oh well. My Master doesn't care about how heavy or light i am, so it is incredibly hard to care myself, even when i personally want to be thinner. If enjoying food with Him makes Him happier, than that is what i want to do, regardless of my weight...

i am very thankful for my Master's hand when He jams it in my mouth and forces it open because it makes me feel owned and controlled.

Gratitude #12

Last night and this morning were both amazing! Master is on fire right now and using me like crazy. Sometimes it can be difficult with kids in the house, but with the right music and the right time, they won't know any better, for now lol...

This morning, i was my nutty and crazy self and He tried to screw the craziness out of me... but it didn't work. It failed beautifully... i did feel satisfied going into work today... but still crazy...

i am grateful for my Master's cock because it fills me up plenty...

Gratitude #11

Today was a pretty boring day. We were both exhausted from last night and so we just caught up on some of our shows. Lazy days can be nice, but they are not an everyday thing for me. Usually i am running around doing something. Master is usually watching the kids all day while i am at work, so He gets to relax when i'm home.
On days where i am home all day, i really get to practice serving Master more and trying to balance that with taking care of the kids. That is so very difficult when Master sometimes acts worse than the children, lol...

i am grateful for when Master takes goals that i want to achieve and turns them into rules because i can tell in those moments that ttwd is really about keeping us both happy.