Oof

And there he was again... In front of me... at my new job... 

And i lost myself again... his hand in my hand... her cute giggles... lost... lost at sea... I'm his eyes... wishing for a final end.... dear God just take me now...

I wish trust was there,  but it was broken... like my heart... smashed against the rocks... broken... damaged.... lost...

I can't escape the past... or can I... sigh...

Oof, my heart... i don't know how much more it can bear... crying... lost