Daddy took me to Twinsie's and i went with Sire as the girls left with Daddy. i was so nervous... i wanted it to be perfect. i wore the dress Sire requested and we went to a lovely Italian restaurant. We ate and we talked and our hearts were free in that moment. Usually, i keep my love for Sire in a box in a room in my heart.
At least, that is how i think about it. When i blindly allowed myself to love others, they let me down, so i have to protect myself now. So i keep my mad and desperate version of love in a box so i can release it if i need to. That box can only be opened when i don't have to focus on Daddy. Otherwise, it is closed tight so i don't get too hurt if they walk away.
We shared tender moments over delicious food and discussed several topics... i specifically discussed my hard limit, lying, and it went well. We got some chocolate tiramasu to eat or feed each other or maybe eat off each other, and headed to Sire's place. He went to the bathroom and i quickly undressed and then hopped on Sire's bed.
i laid down 5 different ways before i settled on what i thought was the sexiest pose. He came out surprised and we started making out and talking. Then we started fingering and sucking and fucking and we used up 10 of our 30 minutes of fuckery.
Sire offered a bath or rope next, but i couldn't decide, so Sire chose rope and then bath... We checked phones before moving to rope and got a message that the others were on their way over. They had decided against their movie after dinner and came over instead. We ran to the room to get more solo fucking time in to keep the night mostly play with all of us together to see if the energy would stay positive.
As we approached minute 25, they came in and the night moved to rope and electric and group play...
i enjoyed the time together, but i was really looking forward to the rope on the bed and the bath... Another time...
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