What if you want to change your life and you can't? For several reasons, i feel like i am stuck, wading through crap because Master doesn't want change... even if it would be better for Him and better for me. Change is so hard for many people... i love change, but hate feeling stagnant. i mourn for the life i want and will never have. It is hard to believe that there was a time when everything was perfect. Our lives were perfect... things can change so fast... people can change fast as well... today, sadness consumes me.