Friday, April 1, 2022

Nom nom nom and other thoughts

My newest cum dispenser is working out nicely… still looking for the slave I want… yes, decidedly a slave… and a submissive one at that… not a bratty one… 

He texts me a good morning every day, which is one of my favorite things. I have learned that I have to feel important to the people I engage with and the fact that I am one of the first thoughts in your day is pretty fucking important… at least in my opinion. I message those most important to me in the morning, most of the time… I’m not always on point about it… like when I get straight to work cuz I was fucking a PapaBear before my shift and didn’t have time to send out messaging until that first break in my work schedule… yes, I am a responsible adult 95% of the time… 

Right now, I only get to see him once a week… but it’s kinda what our schedules will allow… man, scheduling is the biggest bitch… I am learning that scheduling is not my favorite because there are too many wonderful things to fill my time with… and how do I choose?!?! Thankfully, the people who have my days show up for their time… it hasn’t always been that way, but I’m learning about setting boundaries and minimizing the flakes so I can find the ones as committed as me to whatever the fuck it is we are doing…