Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Liebster  Award!

Thank you so much for nominating me DelFonte. It took me a little while to get this post together because life has just been difficult lately. i keep thinking that things are getting better and then they don't... lol... hate when that happens...

1. Do you like rollercoaster rides?
i do not. i am actually deathly afraid of them because every time i have been on one, it has broken... true story... even at major theme parks...

2. If you could speak any language in the world (apart from your own) - which would it be?
Spanish. It just makes sense with where i live.

3. What do you like to do on a rainy day?
Sit and read a book with a warm cup of coco...

4. Red or white wine? Or neither?
Neither. i do not drink any alcoholic beverages.

5. What is your favourite (or least hated) kink/spanking implement?
i am really loving the pin wheel... especially when i can't see what is going on.

6. If you could have sex anywhere in the world, where would you want to be?
Hmmmmm... maybe in a nice little apartment in France, lol

7. Your favourite sweet / candy?
Nerds

8. Can you ski?
i have never been skiing, but i think it would be fun to try.

9.  Given a choice between a hot air balloon ride and being in a sailing yacht, which would you choose?
A yacht... i am afraid of heights, so a balloon ride would just scare me.

10. If you have to go to a fancy dress party - what do go as?
Some sort of fairy tale princess in a Victorian gown and a tight corset.

11. If you were a teacher, what would you like to teach?
Math... i love math...

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Life happens...

So, when i first starting writing this, i figured that i would miss a day here and there, but would try really hard to stay on top of this... Then life happened, as it continues to, and pulled me away for a moment. i am glad that i have been able to experience done things this last month and am not do glad about others... i know that sounds vague and cryptic, lol...

On a different note, Happy Mother's Day to all of the moms in blog land that read my blog.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

Biting off more than i can chew...

So, i tend to take a lot on at one time and then feel frustrated when i am trying to make it all work. It is something that i am working on, but it is just not in my nature to say no or to not help someone that i see that needs help. Even my job lets me help people, so i know it is just a part of me...

Normally, i feel like i am doing everything myself... not this year... this year, i have solid friends and family that offer their support, help with my kiddos, and other things... even Master is stepping up around the house... i think because He doesn't want to see me lose my mind again like last year...

Last year, i could not leave my house for a period of time... had to get that straightened out with a therapist and this thing called tapping... anyway... i am starting to get worried that i am starting to snap again regardless of the help and support i have... just trying to hold the crazy at bay...

Sorry if this seems a little ramble-y, just getting the thoughts out of my brain...