Amazingly Perfect with a Touch of Anxiety

My life feels amazingly perfect right now. My Daddy takes such good care of me and used me so good when he worked from home the other day! He used my little pussy twice and when I was getting fucked the second time, we were watching Game of Thrones while the kids were out with my sister-in-law. Binge watching shows with the love of my life while fooling around is what we did before kids, so I have been in heaven!

I’ve really been enjoying playing with random men online and this cam job is dope as fuck... feeds my need for slutty exhibitionism while keeping me protected and safe.... allows me to have the feel of poly with certain clients based on our role plays without the commitment or work or stress... just the good parts, like the extra attention and connection... and it adds money to our home...  it’s really quite perfect.

I’ve been enjoying my work on helping others get healthy... especially us kinky motherfuckers... it’s just nice to be real and to cuss and to not feel judged by the weird shit going on in our lives... you know? And it feels good for me to help others with something that helped my husband and I create the bodies and lives we had been looking for... I am also getting to grow a community at this smoothie shop in an area that we are looking at moving to in the near future! I can’t wait to see how this grows this time!

My pussy, my heart, my soul, and my mind are all clear as crystal and I have never felt better in my life!

With all that being said, April is coming and I can feel the build of the anxiety that comes with this time of year for me... my son has not had a seizure for 3.5 years now (since he passed), but my body is still getting ready for that scary time... I’m literally having to remind myself that we are safe, he is gone, everyone is healthy, everything is okay, everything is okay, everything is okay... everything is actually quite perfect... I can breathe... it’s okay... Seizure Season isn’t a real thing for my home anymore... I am excited for when my brain and body realize this as well and stop creating that anxiety that isn’t necessary any more...