So, my son seems to be settled down, so i now have time to journal in here again. My journal is still going to include a lot about my BDSM, my new spiritual awakening, and anything else i want to write in here, lol...
So Daddy and i have changed our nutrition plan, which has given Him so much more energy. Last night, He decimated my ass for hours, or so it seemed... We have mostly just been fighting through the situation with my son, so now that it is starting to get settled, hopefully we can pick back up where we left off.
After a solid conversation last night, i know that i can be better as His slave and i need to refocus on that again. During our high crisis times, the power exchange is still there, but punishments go by the way side and bad behavior is normally excused or ignored. i am definitely grateful that my Daddy allows me to be a crazy mom when i need to be one.
Now to memorize my rules again, lol...
No one can be just one thing 100% of the time. If you gotta be a Mama Bear, so to speak, I'm glad he lets you protect your cub!
ReplyDeleteSo true! i usually get frustrated with all of my son's medical stuff and start lashing out inappropriately. i am so happy i have a Daddy that understands me... Isn't that what we all want... Someone to understand and see us... Truly see us for who we really are... And just accept us without judgment... i am so glad i have found Him...
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