All 3 of our metamours came over for dinner. Before dinner, Sweetheart came over and helped me clean... This was probably the hardest thing ever because i was tasked with cleaning the bedroom, in case the party moved that direction, as it usually does...
The shelf on my side of the bed was stacked full of my son's things. These are wonderful trinkets and tokens of his life with us. Some of his toys, his favorite jacket, his normal hospital diaper bag, his ashes, and all of the cards and guest book stuff from his memorial service shoved into that untidy little corner. If i cleaned the room, then i would earn my rainbow socks. Daddy has not really been able to handle looking at his things and i don't blame Him... i was dreading it all week and finally got it done at the last minute. Puppy and Dragon gave me a box to store his items in... It was the perfect size...
As i picked up each piece, my heart clung to memories of him and my eyes poured tears. It was really fucking hard... i mostly got it done before Sweetheart got there, just closing the box as she came in. She looked at me holding the box and i hoped she didn't see or mind the sadness... Instead, she asked if we should label it. i told her not to worry as i knew what was in that box. Then i had her make the bed as i went to put it away. i came back in to help and saw that i had missed 2 teething rings that somehow snuck halfway under the bed. i quickly grabbed them and rushed to the box to put them away, choking back more tears.
Then, i cooked as she vacuumed and it was suddenly wonderful to have another person in the house doing chores with me. i am so used to doing them on my own... Daddy will help out, from time to time, but having another non-dominant helping is just different... i wasn't really focused on making sure she was okay, because she is used to doing tasks and taking care of others as well and she offered, lol.
Then, Sire and Twinsie arrived, looking absolutely adorable. We chatted as i finished cooking. Daddy messaged in that He was on His way home and was driving next to a cop. The cop ended up pulling Him over for texting and thankfully, we had been using a walkie-talkie app, so He didn't get a ticket! Daddy said to eat without Him, so we did and everyone loved it.
Then Daddy got there and everyone got cozy on the couch. It was really eye opening to see our kids interacting with our other partners. They accepted and loved everyone right away and didn't seem to mind if we were holding hands or kissing each other lightly. We all just interacted naturally and non sexually and everything was amazing, just like Daddy and i around the kids... Not vanilla... Just us...
After the boys went to bed, it moved quickly into the bedroom. My clothes removed themselves from my body, lol... And then blow jobs and passionate kisses all around. As we started to play, the energy felt off and we looked to Twinsie as she started to leave the room. As a poly unit, it is very important to me that we all love and protect each other and that our communication is open, supportive, and absolutely non-judgmental. So we got dressed and i headed out to see her.
We hugged for a really long time... And i needed that after the chores i had today and i think she needed it too. We talked and then Sweetheart came out and joined in. We had a girls talk about protecting each other and i learned a little about hierarchies and levels of power within a bigger dynamic. Sire and Daddy popped out to check on us and then went back in to chat. We had this wonderful idea about spinning and spankings...
Then we went back in and got cozy on the couch again. Sire brought His A-game and i felt like a multi-tasking princess. Hearing lovely words with a part of my mind, listening for kids getting up for potty breaks, and ensuring that my Daddy wanted for nothing. Daddy couldn't remember something in the story He was telling, so i helped... Then Sire needed me to take care of him, so i asked and Daddy had me take care of His guest.
At this time, we moved to the room and shut the door and then it was just us. My Daddy was in the hands of two very lovely and capable women and He trusted Sire enough to give us permission to fuck and the kids would not be able to interrupt... So i let it all drop and enjoyed the gift of freedom my Daddy had given me... A reward to go with the rainbow socks i earned when i cleaned the room and suffered through heartache...
And it was a great reward. We had fun and we chatted and we fucked. He helped me overcome my disdain and disgust for oral as i came with his permission, hearing my Daddy echoed in his voice because this was Daddy's gift time to me. And then Twinsie came in and i celebrated the accomplishment with her! She said she could hardly wait until she ate me again, and i suddenly felt the need to eat her pussy, so i offered. She declined as she wanted to give us our time. Suddenly, the other two came in and the energy felt off again. This time, Daddy quickly followed Twinsie out for a smoke. We got dressed and headed outside.
As we chatted outside, it got later and darker and it was time for them to head home. Figuring out the flow in a poly family is hard, but i feel like it is worth it. Sweetheart stayed the night and i enjoyed having her eat my pussy as Daddy fucked her. She had requested this previously and we obliged. It was so fun!
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